I am happy today!
It seems like all my efforts are starting to pay off in the weight-loss department.
A while ago, I had really given up.
I am a real foodie, I love cooking, and I like even more EATING. I am not one to eat bags of crisps, sweets, biscuits or drink 20 cups of tea with sugar.
I like proper food. Plate fulls of it!
Creamy sauces, juicy steaks, vegetables sauteed in herb and garlic butter, and lots, lots of carb packed pasta! And I also looove my pudding. Chocolate laden preferably!
I started dieting at the age of 14. I was 2 lbs over the weight I thought I should be. My weight at the time, 8.5 stones to a 1,64 meter was healthy, but in my mind, and because of peer pressure I started dieting.
At the age of 20 my weight was 9st4 lbs and I was still always yo-yo dieting.
I was then diagnosed with Policystic Ovarian Syndrome and started putting on a lot of weight, when I married at the age 27 I had reached 13st!
Then comes baby (after a long time trying everything) and weight reached 15st!
From that moment on, I gave up, I thought I might as well enjoy myself and be happy and not worry about food as 15 stones seemed such a huge number i thought I would never be able to get back to a normal size again.
So, for 5 years I ate, I enjoyed, I also felt my back, my knees, me energy levels and my ovaries deteriorate.
When I reached my rock bottom 18st8lbs I decided to do something about it. That was a month or so ago.
So what am I doing now? I am eating less! Less everything!
Less cream, less chocolate, less pasta, less puddings, just less.
I am eating the same things I like, but less.
Am I starving myself? No.
Am I craving anything? No.
Am I feeling unhappy? No!
And it is all because I am not depriving myself of anything, but I just made a conscious decision that I want to be healthy, have more energy and maybe even another baby, which I refuse to have at this weight as I would not put it’s life at risk.
So I am just proud to announce that since may 11th (day one of my new being healthy decision) I now weigh at 17st 5lbs! I went from size 22 to size 20! I want to be a healthy 14 again.
It may not seem much bout I have never managed to stick to any diet before, it always starts well, I lose a bit and then it all goes down the drain. this time is the longest I stuck with it and it is now paying off.
I thought I would share this as I feel so good and maybe other of you who have made or are about to make the decision to be healthy to go for it!
I am loving every second of my new healthy me!
I still love my food, but I won’t let it rule my life anymore!
That’s it for today, lovelies!
xx